romajiDoushiyou mo naku nagai mirai
shiritai shitai koto
jamasaseya shinai
uke uri no kotae nado iranai
kudaita doa no mukou ga mitai
Mamoraretecha wakaranai
katai RUURU demo
kono shoudou ni uchi kate wa shinai
Hankou suru kurai ni
kansen shiteru mitai
betsuni okashiku wa nai darou
dare datte aru sa konna LIGHT INFECTION
Toriaezu to kimetsukerarete
katei mo shiranai no ni
seikai nante shinjitakunai
ataerareta GAMU o kami tsuzukeru dake mitai de
aji mo shinai no ni
kono shoudou ga damasare wa shinai
Maruku naru kurai nara abareteitai
matowari tsuku mono subete o nagesutetaku narunda
Sou €€fukitobu kurai risei mo tobu kurai
mayotteitai agaiteitai
nan mo kanjinai kokoro wa iranai
nayandeitai mogaiteitai
sou bukkowasu kurai
ataerareta kisei o
kotei gainen o
harai nokero
english
In a long future with no other way,
I will not let anything interfere with what I want to know.
I do not need those second-rate answers;
I want to see the other side of the ruined door.
I know not of this "protection".
Even the strictest of rules will not supress this impulse.
It seems so contagious to rebel,
But not particularly strange at all, is it?
Because anybody can have it, such Light Infection.
For now I will take myself up to the task.
Though not knowing how to go about it, I do not want to trust in those “right answers”.
I just continue chewing this gum I was given, or so it seems.
Though there is no taste, this impulse will not be deceived.
If I end up in circles, I want to revolt.
Everything I carry on me, I will throw it all away.
Yes, to blow it all off,
To let fly all reason,
Wanting to lose my way,
Wanting to flounder,
Feeling nothing,
Not needing a heart,
Wanting to be troubled,
Wanting to struggle,
Yes, to crush it all;
Those rules given to me,
Those fixated notions, force them away.